I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me.

During this beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain,

I hated myself for not being able to receive love,

My mom and dad, they're looking at me,

It's not how i really feel but i keep getting farther away.

What do I do?

The saying time is medicine was really true for me,

As the days went by, I really got better,

But sometimes, when I'm too happy,

I'm afraid I'll be in pain again,

I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness.

Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful,

I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away,

My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me,

This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away.

But still, maybe I can be,

A bright light in this world,

Maybe after all of the pain,

I can shortly shine a light,

So I couldn't give up,

I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night,

Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this,

I will find myself.

I could never explain how this song really meant to me, every time i felt so down, I would listen so this song, and i couldn't control my tears from falling. It means a lot to me.

I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me.

During this beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain,

I hated myself for not being able to receive love,

My mom and dad, they're looking at me,

It's not how i really feel but i keep getting farther away.

What do I do?

The saying time is medicine was really true for me,

As the days went by, I really got better,

But sometimes, when I'm too happy,

I'm afraid I'll be in pain again,

I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness.

Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful,

I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away,

My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me,

This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away.

But still, maybe I can be,

A bright light in this world,

Maybe after all of the pain,

I can shortly shine a light,

So I couldn't give up,

I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night,

Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this,

I will find myself.

I could never explain how this song really meant to me, every time i felt so down, I would listen so this song, and i couldn't control my tears from falling. It means a lot to me.