Assalamualaikum,

I have a deep secret that i won't ever share to anybody. It happened when i was 5 or 6 yo i guess. Yes, it was when i was a little innocent kid that don't even know what is right and wrong. Now I'm 19 and until now im keeping it as my top secret. Hmm, seriously i didn't know who i should share it with at that time, and i guess my mom knows it? I guess... But she didn't ask anything so maybe she just ignored it thinking that it was nothing or it was just a small matter. But it really impacted me so much as i thought of going to caunseling. But i didn't go. I don't know if people can understand what i feel. Like now also, it's not like im going to share the secret here. I'm just telling you guys what i feel  because of the secret. People around me see me as a cheerful & talkative person but deep inside me there is something torturing me a little, thank god it's not torturing me now because i think i feel better after i read a story similar to my secret, and the person asked others thought of his/her story, and others said it was not his/her fault, and saying that it was nothing & don't worry. It calmed me, Alhamdullilah. When i think back, it was really not my fault. I hope i will keep on being positive abt this in future too.

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The reason why i didn't share it to anyone is because i have no idea if my memory deceives me or not which if i tell anyone i will be a liar, and i don't want to. Maybe it was a dream or nightmare and I hope so it was.

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Whoever reading this and you know me, don't ask me abt this, cause i don't like to talk abt this. But don't worry it's not like my secret is reaaaallly bad like i have been a thief,kidnapped, molested, or anything bad than that. Seriously don't worry. Anndd sorry if my english was bad. Thanks for reading, bye.

Assalamualaikum,

I have a deep secret that i won't ever share to anybody. It happened when i was 5 or 6 yo i guess. Yes, it was when i was a little innocent kid that don't even know what is right and wrong. Now I'm 19 and until now im keeping it as my top secret. Hmm, seriously i didn't know who i should share it with at that time, and i guess my mom knows it? I guess... But she didn't ask anything so maybe she just ignored it thinking that it was nothing or it was just a small matter. But it really impacted me so much as i thought of going to caunseling. But i didn't go. I don't know if people can understand what i feel. Like now also, it's not like im going to share the secret here. I'm just telling you guys what i feel  because of the secret. People around me see me as a cheerful & talkative person but deep inside me there is something torturing me a little, thank god it's not torturing me now because i think i feel better after i read a story similar to my secret, and the person asked others thought of his/her story, and others said it was not his/her fault, and saying that it was nothing & don't worry. It calmed me, Alhamdullilah. When i think back, it was really not my fault. I hope i will keep on being positive abt this in future too.

🌸🌸

The reason why i didn't share it to anyone is because i have no idea if my memory deceives me or not which if i tell anyone i will be a liar, and i don't want to. Maybe it was a dream or nightmare and I hope so it was.

🌸🌸

Whoever reading this and you know me, don't ask me abt this, cause i don't like to talk abt this. But don't worry it's not like my secret is reaaaallly bad like i have been a thief,kidnapped, molested, or anything bad than that. Seriously don't worry. Anndd sorry if my english was bad. Thanks for reading, bye.