I just acted mature, that's all.
I had to react that way to unburden you.
That way, you'd feel less guilty.
But do you know that?
To tell the truth, i didn't want to be like this.

Assalamualaikum 

I'm becoming an online shopping monster, I'm seriously wasting a lot of money nowadays. I can see that, whenever I find a break time, I'm scrolling through an online shopping platform and adding stuff to my cart, It became a habit, a very bad one. Until I realized I hardly save money nowadays as my future saving as I did since I was 7. 

I have strictly warned myself to bring down my bad habits. Since that, I tried to find solution for this. The few things I found I can do with the money I have so I don't waste it on online shopping is, first of all I deleted some apps I often buy clothes and bags, as I already have enough of that things for now. Next is, I list the things I want badly and only buy it want I really really want it, not because I was bored. I also do add to cart and just wait, lol. I wait for discount or sale so I can save money. Yup, I'm trying really hard. I also did create another saving account in my bank account, so I save money in the form of fixed deposit monthly. I'm also learning about buying digital gold on online platform. You tube really do teach us so many things we don't learn in school. I have a lot of interest in buying gold as our saving and investment. But, I still have to learn and got to know about it fully before I start an gold investment, to make sure I don't lose anything and earn profit somehow. 

Hopefully, this all helps me overcome my online shopping addiction. 

Assalamualaikum & hi

Every time nampak subway je mesti singgah beli cookies dia. Memang super sedap & family saya semua suka cookies dia.

So at first saya tried to buat resepi sendiri & hasilnya kurang memuaskan, kalau baling cookies tu kepala orang boleh pecah. Keras nak mati. Patahlah gigi kalau makan cookies tu. Then, 2nd try saya adjust resepi dari YouTube, It's from an Indonesian lady, Kueh kering chip cookies. Oleh sebab dah tengok terlalu banyak resepi saya sendiri dah confius ni resepi dari siapa, tak ingat, tengok history pun pening.

All the things you need : 

90g gula kastor

155g gula perang

1 sk garam

115g buttercup

155g tepung gandum

1/2 sk baking powder

1 biji telur

1 sk esen vanila

chocolate chip

Procedure : 

- Campak campak je, yang penting chocolate chip tu masuk last & the dough tu need to be chilled 30min baru senang sikit nak buat bentuk bulat.

- Preheat 180 dc & bakar 12min

Tips : Add brown sugar to make it chewier

I saw a poem in Facebook today, and I fell in love.

If your sins are the size of mountain, 

Always remember HIS rahma is like,

The water that creates those humble canyons, 

Do not despair, 

He is the forgiving,

The ever pardoning,

If your pain is deeper than t he rifts beneath the surface of the earth

Always remember after every hardship

There is ease,

Do not despair,

Assalamualaikum

Yesterday I 

was clever

so I wanted

to change the world.

Today, I'm wise

so I'm changing myself

<3

I need to always remember this on thing,

key to be a better person,

day by day,

nothing is more important than,

a person who is willing to admit that,

we are not always right,

and I'm willing to do that,

I'm not always right.

The greatest lesson you can teach yourself is to be patient. Be patient when you're happy because happiness ends, and be patient when you're sad because sadness too ends. Nothing is constant. Everything is temporary, expect Allah, The only Everlasting.

They say there is a reason

They say time will heal

Neither time or reason

Will change the way I feel

Gone are the days

But in my heart

You are always there

The gates of memories 

Will never close

I miss you more than anybody know.

Al fatihah to my beloved appa cantik

Sesungguhnya rindu yang paling sakit adalah rindu pada orang yang dah meninggal dunia,

Rahsia orang, aku bakal bawak sampai mati -
Rahsia yang buat aku tak tenteram,
Tidur aku tak lena.
Hati aku sakit bagai tertusuk duri.
Terluka, pedih, kecewa.
Semua ada!
Jika aku cerita pada orang lain,
Walau ianya demi aku,
Kerana aku bagaikan depresi,
Bukan untukku buka aib dia,
Hidup bagai tidak bermakna bila ku tahu,
Rahsia dia, buatku binasa bersama.
Apakan daya, terpaksaku simpan rahsia ini kekubur :)
Untung kita, Allah tutup aib kita didunia.

Assalamualaikum

You are a story,

A little paragraph story that came to my life,

A story I would tell my future children,

How it felt like,

Sweet and sour,

Bitter and twisted.

I just acted mature, that's all.
I had to react that way to unburden you.
That way, you'd feel less guilty.
But do you know that?
To tell the truth, i didn't want to be like this.

Assalamualaikum 

I'm becoming an online shopping monster, I'm seriously wasting a lot of money nowadays. I can see that, whenever I find a break time, I'm scrolling through an online shopping platform and adding stuff to my cart, It became a habit, a very bad one. Until I realized I hardly save money nowadays as my future saving as I did since I was 7. 

I have strictly warned myself to bring down my bad habits. Since that, I tried to find solution for this. The few things I found I can do with the money I have so I don't waste it on online shopping is, first of all I deleted some apps I often buy clothes and bags, as I already have enough of that things for now. Next is, I list the things I want badly and only buy it want I really really want it, not because I was bored. I also do add to cart and just wait, lol. I wait for discount or sale so I can save money. Yup, I'm trying really hard. I also did create another saving account in my bank account, so I save money in the form of fixed deposit monthly. I'm also learning about buying digital gold on online platform. You tube really do teach us so many things we don't learn in school. I have a lot of interest in buying gold as our saving and investment. But, I still have to learn and got to know about it fully before I start an gold investment, to make sure I don't lose anything and earn profit somehow. 

Hopefully, this all helps me overcome my online shopping addiction. 

Assalamualaikum & hi

Every time nampak subway je mesti singgah beli cookies dia. Memang super sedap & family saya semua suka cookies dia.

So at first saya tried to buat resepi sendiri & hasilnya kurang memuaskan, kalau baling cookies tu kepala orang boleh pecah. Keras nak mati. Patahlah gigi kalau makan cookies tu. Then, 2nd try saya adjust resepi dari YouTube, It's from an Indonesian lady, Kueh kering chip cookies. Oleh sebab dah tengok terlalu banyak resepi saya sendiri dah confius ni resepi dari siapa, tak ingat, tengok history pun pening.

All the things you need : 

90g gula kastor

155g gula perang

1 sk garam

115g buttercup

155g tepung gandum

1/2 sk baking powder

1 biji telur

1 sk esen vanila

chocolate chip

Procedure : 

- Campak campak je, yang penting chocolate chip tu masuk last & the dough tu need to be chilled 30min baru senang sikit nak buat bentuk bulat.

- Preheat 180 dc & bakar 12min

Tips : Add brown sugar to make it chewier

I saw a poem in Facebook today, and I fell in love.

If your sins are the size of mountain, 

Always remember HIS rahma is like,

The water that creates those humble canyons, 

Do not despair, 

He is the forgiving,

The ever pardoning,

If your pain is deeper than t he rifts beneath the surface of the earth

Always remember after every hardship

There is ease,

Do not despair,

Assalamualaikum

Yesterday I 

was clever

so I wanted

to change the world.

Today, I'm wise

so I'm changing myself

<3

I need to always remember this on thing,

key to be a better person,

day by day,

nothing is more important than,

a person who is willing to admit that,

we are not always right,

and I'm willing to do that,

I'm not always right.

The greatest lesson you can teach yourself is to be patient. Be patient when you're happy because happiness ends, and be patient when you're sad because sadness too ends. Nothing is constant. Everything is temporary, expect Allah, The only Everlasting.

They say there is a reason

They say time will heal

Neither time or reason

Will change the way I feel

Gone are the days

But in my heart

You are always there

The gates of memories 

Will never close

I miss you more than anybody know.

Al fatihah to my beloved appa cantik

Sesungguhnya rindu yang paling sakit adalah rindu pada orang yang dah meninggal dunia,

Rahsia orang, aku bakal bawak sampai mati -
Rahsia yang buat aku tak tenteram,
Tidur aku tak lena.
Hati aku sakit bagai tertusuk duri.
Terluka, pedih, kecewa.
Semua ada!
Jika aku cerita pada orang lain,
Walau ianya demi aku,
Kerana aku bagaikan depresi,
Bukan untukku buka aib dia,
Hidup bagai tidak bermakna bila ku tahu,
Rahsia dia, buatku binasa bersama.
Apakan daya, terpaksaku simpan rahsia ini kekubur :)
Untung kita, Allah tutup aib kita didunia.

Assalamualaikum

You are a story,

A little paragraph story that came to my life,

A story I would tell my future children,

How it felt like,

Sweet and sour,

Bitter and twisted.